As many of you know, Phil and I live in a little casita in Boise, Idaho. Saying “little casita” would generally be redundant, as –ita is a dimunitive ending signifying smallness. But here, “little casita” is
appropriate. Phil and I, and Aussie,
live in about 400 square feet of love…and sometimes aggravation as we figure
out how best to live in that space together with all of our strengths and
stubbornness and endearing quirkiness.
As many of you also know, Phil is a brilliant designer of just about anything he
can think to draw or improve. So we
often dream about the house that we want to build—straw-bale, off the grid,
with lots and lots of shelves for books.
I used to think of a house as a cool place for me to
live. Of course, it would have charming
character, just as I do. The decorations
of my home would be a reflection of my travels through the world and through
stages of my own growing. But the house
was just a case, really, for all of my stuff.
And as I moved so often, wonderfully living in many different apartments
and houses in many states, my shelter, charming though it always was, was
shelter.
I am different now.
And I want a house that is as much a reflection of me, of Phil, of us,
as the paintings and collections that fill the walls inside. And now, having a
house that is a reflection of our life seems so much more possible than it did
when I was twenty-two and wandering. Carl Jung says that the house is the symbol for the self in our dreams. As I remember by subconscious self, can I not in the waking world as well?!
In Cuernavaca, I walked through the Robert Brady Museum,
which is the house he lived in while alive and which he decorated with folk art
of Mexico along with fine art (I hate that distinction, but…) of the Mexican
muralists, Marsden Hartley, and others. Walking through, I dreamed of the house
that is still fermenting in Phil’s and my imaginations, and I thought I would
share a few elements of the Brady House I want to see in my own house. I will throw a little art history in there,
too, ‘cause that’s what I do.
In terms of sacred cosmology, in which architecture is a man-made reflection of what the gods have created in the cosmos, the sunken courtyard is an immediate reminder of the underworld and so the eventual death encountered by every living thing. As I enter my forties, I am most likely not staring death in the nose, but it is closer to me than it has been before (not counting the time I almost fell out the back of Matty's Mustang) and I would like to cultivate this relationship before it startles me.
Oh, how I love the idea of descending into the bath rather than climbing over the side of it. It would be like sinking into the cenotes of the Yucatan. Cenotes were, and still are in many cases, sacred pools/sinkholes, foundational markers for Maya cities on a peninsula with very little access to fresh water, and locations protected by the Ix Chel, in the past, and the Virgin, in the present. Probably a bitch to clean, but then, who am I kidding?! We don't clean our tub :) We can have the beer cooler, claw foot tub long enough to encase a supine Phil and we can have the sunken bath. Is that too indulgent?!
You are all free to visit for Friday fogatas as soon as it is built. You can join us for summer ritual Friday fogatas at the little casita now!
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